Entry 132 - Life Is Getting Lonelier

Dear blog,

As I turn my head left and right,
There's no one in the presence of this solemn space.
A space that once was filled with laughter and joy,
Combining everything that make me a whole person.

Am I to be mistaken here,
When you walk away as if nothing happen.
Am I wrong here when I crumbled,
When friends are the pillars of my space.

Do I break the pillars of this space,
Crumbling it to the ground,
Shredding tears and agonizing myself,
Leaving myself in pain?

I do not know,
But I know one truth.
I'll keep myself standing,
I'll keep on smiling.

Even if it anguish myself away,
I'll prevail through this solitude tide.

~Sigh~